makes me wonder.

sometimes it takes awhile for someone to show their true self. whats hiding inside waiting to be revealed. perhaps its because of all the stress and the pressure. maybe not. who am i to judge anyway.

and i've learn nv to judge a person's character by the way they look. they may look decent but somehow, deep down inside, this cunning sly snake slithers it way up just to bite you in the back without knowing. and die a unknowing death.

sometimes thats the only way to really see the truth. and to see who really matters.

i've to tried to cleanse my soul.
tried to atone for my sins,
perhaps its too late.
i'm beyond redemption.
i'm ready to accept my fate.

Goh wee ning/ no eyebrow is so LAME. laughing and laughing like a mother fucker beside me now

5.15 am i want to sleep but at nat's housee no place to sleeppppppppppppp

I WANT TO GO HOME AND SLEEP!!!!

hide and seek was really lame. didnt dare to like hide at the scary places. and there's so many restrictions, yeah cause if we went to far it would take like forever to like be like found and stuff.

gossip gossip and more gossip.
drama drama and more drama.
cant wait to see more action(:

fight people fight!!!
go cut each other's throats.
haha
die bitch!!

the holidays have arrived, but somehow i'm not too excited about it. maybe because school didn't really feel like school.

last paper was okay, at least i know i can somehow pass. watched he's just not that into you.

nice and stuff.

natallie's house was pretty and fun.

back to boring school holidays

day by day, i lived
smiling and whatnot.
there is no more salvation .
now i must choose,
my own death

yet another demoralizing paper.

how surprising. NOT.

how isit that i can teach wn (who didn't study whatsoever and knows nth abt Dfund 2 this morning) and yet she could do the paper and i cannot?! that woman stole my intelligence )::::::

EDEV tmr, so not prepared.

supp paper here i come.


i hoped and wished.
but i'm afraid there's no salvation for me.
help me. save me. please

this sucks everything sucks.

doing around 8 math questions in like 3 hours this afternoon at BK with marisa, nat and sandy is like fucking tiring and trust me, those questions were suppose to be simple. god this sucks.

damn, seriously how am i going to make it through tmr's 2 hour fucking paper without screwing it up.

i'm like suppose to be studying right now, but i'm so fucking not.

although the holiday is approaching but i don't seem to be too excited about it. maybe because school is like so not school? like skipping classes and all. holiday seemed to have like arrived like months ago~ so it doesnt really make a difference except for the "don't have to wake up so early part"

do you really have to torture me like that.
i hate you i hate you i hate you
i am now officially been cut-off from the outside world.
someone please save me from this despair

omg just found out a new hot cool game. L4D

played at jolene's house after celebrating natallie's birthday which was suppose to be yesterday but we celebrated today because there was exam today.

like fun. my god i sound like a geek.

and damn its gona be hard for me to even pass my freaking biochem.

This is not going well.

nothing seems to be.

spent valentines day with coco mimi and sally
valentines day was super awesome, ecspecially during the first 2 hours of valentines day.
picnic under the moonlight at 12 am how cool is that!!

all the little things in life can make you the happiest person alive, but it can also bring you down and crush you like a bug.

exams seriously sucks. exams are like in 3days time and wow. i still haven't started studying.
while everyone is mugging their butts off, i'm still day dreaming and stuff.

i seriously think that its impossible for me to get through this semester.

imma go fuck off and die now.